Friday, August 1, 2014

Towards the finish line.


 This summer has been...
-Busy
-Long
-Stretching
-Stressful
-Fun
-Rewarding
-Generally kick-butt
-flat out crazy.
 And not at all conducive to blogging.
And that's okay. That's okay because I need time to sleep. And to have enough introvert time to not go postal (not that that necessarily stopped me.)
And now, it's all suddenly in the homestretch.
 Tomorrow morning heralds the final check-ins of the season.
This is madness.
So even though I've truly failed at keeping you wonderful people in the loop this summer, I thought I'd take a moment to thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your prayers and support thus far and to beg you to keep it up for one more week. The finish line is within sight, but we still have a lap to go. The need for endurance to finish strong and to stay healthy and energized is needed more than ever.
God is good.
All the time.

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

The first few days (Week Zero.)

Note: I've decided it's just easier to do the first few days than chronicle each week as a week.
In theory.


 Wednesday, June 25th started like this...

Thank you to my amazing family for sending me off!

...and ended in Washington Heights, New York.
I hopped on a plane at 1:02 out of GRR and landed at 2:40 something in LGA. The flight was fairly uneventful save for a resentful chair partner and an excited three year old who could not stop shouting "WE'RE FLYINGGGGGGGGGGG," which I honestly found more hilarious than disruptive. Props to the kid for appreciating the miracle of flight! I know I did, but than, I had a window seat while flying in over the city. Kind of hard not to.
After landing, I texted Shannon, who is the brave and the bold new MTW project administrator/director, and in fact, my boss for the summer. As she so succinctly put it earlier this week, "You're my house-elf."
(We've already discussed the need for her to present me with clothing to free me properly come projects end.)
Meeting up with her outside of the airport was painless and oddly comfortable, given that I'd never met her outside of skype. In all seriousness, it felt more like a reunion than an introduction! We loaded up my bags and headed for Uptown and to her apartment, which long term MoM followers will recognize as my lodgings from last year. She dropped me off and headed back to work to take care of a few things, so I took the time to process the fact that yes, I really was indeed "back in the New York Groove."
She got back maybe an hour later, followed shortly thereafter by Marissa and Yanira, two friends from last summer/Exodus employees. We got pizza from an old favorite and visited for hours. It's crazy and comforting how little time can affect relationships sometimes!

Thursday morning I slept in until about 9 or so, when everyone else in the apartment headed into work, before getting ready, resetting the futon, and heading that way myself. It was weird and familiar and oddly both more comfortable and more shocking than I would have thought, the walk to Exodus that Thursday morning, although the same label could be applied to my first few days back as a whole. Silly girl that I am, I thought that having been here before and knowing a decent bit about the area that I would get to avoid culture shock altogether. The walk past 181st St. proved that theory otherwise. And yet, for how hard it was to settle again, it still had this strange sense of home. The very same sense of home that hit me as I walked down to a muggy church basement full of tutors busy planning for Summer Program.
The morning was spent catching up with a few of those same tutors, sitting in on a lecture of child safety from the Exodus parent coordinator, and going over the very handy-dandy handbook that Shannon put together for me, as well as orientation to the Big Book of MTW Teams. Shortly thereafter, we headed to the minimart for lunch, ate, and caught the train uptown to Target to buy air mattresses and other such items for the summer. By the time we were done, we were oddly exhausted and headed back home to unwind.
  In the same spirit of the late afternoon, thursday night was pretty low-key; Shannon and I made Mac and Cheese following a lively round of the "What can we make for dinner that we can get from RiteAide?" game, which we subsequently ate on the couch while watching "Harry Potter," during which one of us may have fallen asleep. These things, after all, do happen.

Friday we headed into the office fairly straightaway so we could get to Costco (!) for the inaugural run for the 2014 Mission Group Season. We spent $1058.00 and ended up with all that you see below.


 Getting everything back? Now, that's when things really got interesting...
You see, our brilliant plan was to drop off breakfast food and a few assorted items at the Team Apartments, the first of which we had just been texted the code for and therefore been given access to.
"Perfect!" we thought. "We'll get everything in while we have use of the van and we'll save ourselves carting all these groceries from Exodus!"
So, merrily, we double-parked, began unloading groceries, and quite successfully succeeded in entering the apartment building with the code provided.
This, sadly, was not the case for the apartment itself.
Flumoxed, we entered it time after time to no avail. Eventually, we gave up and Shannon texted the landlady; meanwhile, we had meat and dairy products sitting out in the heat in both the hall and the van.
"Betsy, this is going to suck," Shannon informed me, before proceeding to explain that logically, we had unloaded far too many groceries to pack up again, but that there was no way we could let everything else sit around until we got the correct code.
And so Shannon drove off to unpack a massive Costco order back at the Heights, and I, I sat outside the apartment surrounded by cases of yogurt.
There I sat, for the better part of an hour, confusing the neighbors and generally being awkward, when I was approached by a woman who asked me if I worked with BobbiJo. I replied with "Well...," and explained, and she nodded as if this was a reasonable answer and proceeded to unlock the doors. As it turns out she was the cleaning lady, and out of the kindness of her heart, she let me in!
I proceeded to drag in all the trappings I'd been babysitting and put them away as best as I could, and somewhere in the next half an hour or so, Shannon reappeared. We eventually got my suitcase over and had a team huddle regarding the next day's arrivals before breaking for the evening to rest up/do as we pleased.
So what did I do with my first friday night back in New York?
I ate Reese's in my pajamas and watched Brooklyn Nine-Nine in the empty apartment.
It was glorious.
If slightly underachieving.


This felt very rambley, but I'm afraid that's the mood I'm in. Week One post will begin on that Saturday, or, the day of never ending check-ins! 
 Dun-dun-dun...

Sunday, July 6, 2014

Pre-post warning post/shameless prayer mongering!


  Recaps of the first few days back in the Heights and the first week of SAP coming at you beautiful folks in the first half of this week! Please, contain your excitement until I can find the time to deliver. While you're waiting, though, you can be praying for WEEK TWO (Drama/Fables week!)
The staff, tutors, kids, volunteers, and MTW representatives wouldn't say no to some specific prayer love, either. Just saying.
:)

Sunday, June 29, 2014

The MoM Signal (It's totally like that Bat signal.)

Hey everyone!
I have a meatier post in the works, but I just wanted to update real quick and send out the MoM signal to get you all praying. Tomorrow (Monday the 30th) is the beginning of Summer Achievement Program here at Exodus! Please, please, please be praying for all the Exodus staff and tutors, our three amazing volunteer groups and our two pairs of brave individuals, the 250+ some kids and counting coming to program across the three sites, and for Shannon (boss lady) and me if you happen to see this. Not that we covet your prayers any less as the week goes on...
Here's to a great first day of SAP!

Sunday, June 15, 2014

While I work on a "real" first post...









A week and a half away!
(Lyrics rather hastily slapped on pictures are from the Broadway classic "Annie," from the song called rather appropriately titled "NYC.")

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Perspective.

Reflection on the summer at large. 
At least 3 other posts are still pending, so keep checking back!

 “I know the whole world is watching, and I wish the whole world could see what I see. Sometimes you have to go up really high to understand how small you really are.” 
- the words of Mr. Felix Baumgartner shortly before free-falling from 24 miles in space faster then the speed of sound towards earth, 10/14/2012 (the Red Bull Stratos Project.)
Link to video here.

This summer's personal themes have undoubtedly been uncertainty, the known and the unknown, and trusting God. Y'all are going to get a post elaborating on that at some point in the next week, but these were the major undercurrents and stretching points in my summer. Heck, they were themes this spring when I felt the call to sign up late in the game for this whole adventure, and that was even before the continent changes. I felt, going into New York, like I was entering a freefall. All I truly knew was I had a call, and all details beyond that were unknown. While what I was going was not nearly to the status of the Red Bull Stratos project, it was not very hard to put myself in Mr. Baumgartner's shoes, standing at the edge of vast expanse with someone telling me patiently to disconnect the oxygen. To simply trust.
And with much coaxing and self doubt, God enabled me to jump.
Now, at the end of the summer, I still empathize with Fearless Felix. I do wish the whole world could see what I saw. And sometimes, you truly understand how small you are. New York, as it turns out, is great for that. I am just one fairly untalented, messed up, sinful person. I am as small as it gets.
 And while the idea of that may terrify some, it comforts me. Because the smaller and the weaker I am, the bigger, the stronger, the more powerful and mighty our God is.
And He holds us in His hand.

"Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? And not one of them will fall to the ground apart from your Father. But even the hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not, therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows."
Matthew 10:29-31 (ESV)

Friday, July 26, 2013

Lost Resolve.

One of the boys from the 5 year old class just gave me the biggest hug while he was supposed to be walking inside with his class.
I can no longer say I won't cry.